I need to talk.....

I thought that after crying years and years, I was strong enough and  nothing related with infertility could make me  to fall down ....... pure deceit!

Soon of the morning, when I arrived at work, as it was early, i opened the APF site and I found  the testemonys of our friends of struggled and scratch! More I read, more tears rolled in my face....... it's amasing! The Stardust, the Susana, the Manuela and the Susana Portela had to say for words everything what I was felt and still feel ..... the difference is that they already had reached its pregnancies and I'm still in my struggled ..... and follow asking: UNTIL WHEN?

Sincerely, it wasn't the place nor the hour for all this crying, but I couldn't stop myself ...... incredible as all of us feel in the same way!

When my boss arrived, he didn't understand nothing, still mumbled something as it better I go home to rest, but in that wy, I would nevercome to work….
I went to WC, wash my face and here I am now to relieve!

I try to grasp me the hope of the adoption, but I'm still without understanding the reason! I think that it is more easy when is known that endometriosis is had, obstructed tubes or if it has something in concret to roll up sleeves and to fight against, now UNEXPLAIND INFERTILITY? somebody can understand? Some of you that has been diagnosised this type of infertility can to understand the reason? I sincerely can't!