Christmas day!

The sadness won me .....

Suddenly an incredible sadness won me ..... everything lost the direction! To decorate the christmas tree for who? I do not have the children that I wanted to have in return of it! .....

It only gave work…. No…. already decided…. I do not go to lose time with this…

I'm on vacation since monday…. I have to make a big cleanning here at home here, therefore in day-by-day only I have time for the indispensable.

As last I have worked all the weekends, the house is to start to be an chaos…. the clothes to iron are in a big mount!

Decidedly from January, I have to provide a cleaning-woman for helping me .....

I dont' want to comemorate nothing…. but I have reasons for this, therefore, it goes to be  one more Christmas …. For next year it has more .....