Back to my hangar

Finally I came back my section ..... now already I can use a keyboard a little more ..... lolol

Even though I am with very busy, but when we are in better mood and glad, we can do everything, doesn't you agree?

My father-in-law is already at home, is better and this contributes to my mood!

Tomorrow here is holiday… but a good notice to cheer the spirit to me, although I to have to come to work, but no bad, it's more money in the end of the month!

changes

Therefore it is….

When there isn't Legacy's  to repairI have to go to the civilian hangar and unhappyly now I'll not going to have as many chances to go to internet . It had some remodellings here and now my secretary is in an ungrateful position: all the people that enter in the room sees what I am doing!

; - (

However already I ordered to make a up-grat to my house's PC!

Today, I used the advantage of my lunch time and as nobody is here ..... lololol

For who didn't know, I've got a big cold and stayied home for 3 days….  but I'm better now!

Challenge

Also I going to do the challenge, at least I free a little the head! Then, we go to this:
Eyes? Chestnuts (of so great enchantments…. lolol).

Hair? Black color

Height? 1,70 m.

Weight? Ok, ok…. i'm a litle above of mine 64 kgs! But what you want? With as much hormonas that I taked, does not have line that resists! But it is for a good cause…. Funny becouse when I started the treatments, the people had soon started to say: there you to get fat very! But I never was bothered, therefore it was for a good cause! Worse she is that she was for a cause not reached .....not yet!

Ancestry? Portuguese, German, Indian and Moçambicana…. Can you imagine? …. ; -)

Sign? taurus.

Shoes that are to use? Boots.

Weakness? I am very emotional person, on the other hand it is good therefore the people can understand me through my eyes but for times he is bad ...... very bad!

Fear? Of thunderstorms.

Targe that would like to reach? She is necessary to say?

Phrase that more use in the MSN? Olha mésta!

Better part of the body? According to my husband: EVERYTHING….lolol….the serious one: mouth, eyes, hands, feet, breasts .......

Pepsi or Cola? Coca if it have to, but i'd rather prefere water.

MacDonald´s or Bob´s? MacDonald' s.

Coffee or capuccino? Capuccino, but now I found the Vienna, is AMASING.

It smokes? Not, I am  anti-tobacco.

Uggly words? Of those cabeludos same? Nor therefore, it is more type, pôxa, and merd* when already I am to pass.

Perfume? Annais Annais.

It sings? Almost always.

It takes bath every day? No, Only when it's rains ..... lolol ..... But that kind of question?

It liked the school? Yap…. old times ..... beautiful days!

It believes itself exactly? I believe me very, otherwise I would be lost.

It has setting with health? The normal one.

Of - well with its parents? Yes, like of my father, but I adore my mother.

It likes storms? Like to see rainning, will be in house with my C, but I have fear of thunderstorms!

In the last month… It drank alcohol? Nop

It smoked? Nop

It used drugs? Benuron 600 for terrible menstrual pains .....

It made purchases? Clearly, it's always necessary a girl to go to supermarket, isn't it?

It ate an entire package of big cookies? If to add all is well capable!

It ate sushi? I never proved… but still I go to try!

It cried? I cried a river almost ........

It made biscuits caretakers? Yes, my nephews had passed some weekends with me and I have to please childrean.

painted the hair? Not

stole? Not….I only was with the currencies that were in the pants of it to wash…. but my husnbund knows that what is in the pockets is mine…. lolol

Number of children? 10 eheheheh….He is the serious one? None….if probably never we would have crossed in them!

How you want to die? Nor I think about this ...... but I know there, to sleep, when I was very old and with an enormous family!

Piercings? Not.

Tattooings? Not.

How many times your name appeared in periodicals? Some times, whenever it leaves a new film ...... eheheheheheh

Scars in the body? 2 - one in the hand and another one in a foot (you damage of infancy)

Of what you regret yourself to have done? Not to have thought about having children as soon as I was married…. therefore it would have attacked the infertility in a equal fight, becouse now I feel that the time is my enemy!

Favourite color? Green

Which disciplines it favourite person or thing in the school? Biology, the Nature fascinated me always.

A place where never was and would like to be? Venice (I'll go in 2009)

Matutina or nocturna? More or less, I try to balance: matutina during the week and nocturna to the weekend (since that it does not have to go to work).

What you have in the pocket? Chunks of the lunch.

In 10 years, it is imagined…. With a family of at least 3 kids, to live in a house and much HAPPY.

Ready and, did not cost very! Now step to the next one .....

Is it??

The Mr Red must already have appeared!

I have been nauseated, but this already happened to me before, due to stress, doubts much that is, although we have trained in the ovulation days!

The truth is that all this history of my interned father-in-law, the death of my sister-in-law, the difficulties and problems that we have passed thru, excited me, and as already in 2002 happened to me, (when my father was sic) I arrive to doubt ...... In spite of, yesterday I made a test and gave negative, but the test had expired in august, therefore….

 We're going to wait plus some days and later soon it will be seen! I do not want to feed false hopes becouse later I can be very disapointed, but although in that bad times, one baby now would be the cherry on the cake!

Even if I have to take off of my mouth to feed him, I didn't mind a thing, as now I'm a litlle fat,  so please God, makes with that cames truth!

Please!

What's up?

I do not know what's happened, but since 2 days  I can't accede to APF forum!!!! It doesn't work? Do you?

I need to buy another computer....bah!!!!!

My father-in-law's heathy

He still be interned in the Hospital of St Jose, becouse he did not want to stays in Vila Frande de Xira's hospital. The Hospital of VFXira brings him bad memories: it was that my mother-in-law died. It says that to go to VFXira,  it's better we take him for the cemetary!

He have luck with the doctor whom accepted to receive it in S. Jose. The state of his health stills bad and inspires cares. He's the serum due the weakness and the great anemia with that he was.

We still do not know nothing of the kidneys nor of the prostate cancer (if it evolved and if it is this that is to afectar the kidneys to it). We still waiting for more examinations.

Yesterday I was to my doctor the Lisbon and of afternoon I stay to cleaning my home (kitchen and wc' s), but in the holiday I worked and today and tomorrow to! Blessed overwork that in good time arrived in order to save money!

I'm going to leave at 16:15 to go to the hospital to visit my father-in-law!!!!

Bad times.....

The situation is very complicated!

I have much fear of what it can  happens .......

3 deaths at same house in a short period it's excessively!

I know that we are born and that one day all we are going to die, but why to die all of followed in one same family? First the mother, 10 months later the youngest daughter and now, according to doctors, it's better to be prepared for the worse ....

 God has mercy of us .......

One more affliction!

Today we woke up with the phone  ringing at 05:00 ...... my father-in-law fell down in the WC! There goes my husband with the father in ambulance to the Hospital, now there are 13:00 and the old dad still is in observation ...... this has not been far from easy!

If for we have been difficult, we imagine for him that in 10 months he lost the wife and the litlle daughter ...... from his wife death, he reacted, but  the death of his daughter he dropped donw. It seems that he give up of living, already he does nott want to work (although to be pensioner of the public office, he worked in the Securitas). He asked for us to deal with the other retirement and spending the days threaded in the bed!

Nor to eat the on the table with us,  it wants! All we tried to raise his moral ..... does not eating, only question that what badly he made to God ...... He's very thin and as he is weak, he is get colds with much frequency and many infections!

I wait that it improves, therefore my husband and the oldest sister did not go to support to lose the father to soon, therefore, dad,  eat in order to recover, ok? For your son, daugther and your grandsons!

Stand by.....

Nothing better than a working weekend, to not think in our problems!

Although it's hard to me, here I am working as a dog ..... here the staff are always to bombing me with orders and more things that I'm very busy, and no time to think!

I had lunch with them, they're amused, and a drunk a glass of white wine putted me on the clouds...lololol

But at home the clothes to iron waits for me, and all the cleaning and so one .....

As my brother-in-law Caty sad to me,  sunday had to be day to go the mass and to dedicate to Lord, but I believe that It was who, knowing of my difficulties, put this weekend of work and the next ones that I have incomings, in my way, in order to save money for FIV.

Amén!